I fully believe the saying “you only know what you had once it’s gone”.
I’m learning to appreciate. everything. I hope I learn this lesson the first time around because, honestly, I would not want to live these months again.
This is a subtle pain. A slow burn. And as much as I want this season to be finished, I want to glean and gain as much as possible while I’m in it.
I would jump ship on this lesson if I could and so I’m thankful I can’t. I am dead locked and determined to fasten it in my heart that sooner is not always better. That the process is sometimes exactly what God wants. And if it takes me another year to believe that, then I better fasten my seat belt because God’s not going anywhere.




